Dear Idiot

DEAR IDIOT

Holly B

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Dear idiot,

How come her and I were uttered in the same sentence as when you would speak your “I love you’s” to me?

 

How come you didn’t just take her answer “no” as not an answer at all?

 

How come you still wanted to be friends with her but not with me?

 

It’s  for the best because truthfully

 

I don’t want you, nor do I like you.

 

I know my worth.

 

I don’t need to be put to the test

 

I wont settle for second best

 

not in least will I be forced to compete with another woman to reach an inevitable defeat

 

You love her>

 

But a loss for you indeed.

 

I am a flower

 

Not a weed

 

I won’t be caught dating another dweeb

 

Saying sentences that always start with “She”

 

You deny that your feelings for her aren’t still alive

 

but I noticed all the warning signs.

 

You’ve been given so many chances to prove it wrong

 

But for me it was a relief to realize that you aren’t actually in love with me

 

Dear idiot,

go for her or just let it go

 

Your crazy obsession for her is too easily shown

 

Make a decision

 

Fight or flight

 

Red or green, run that light

 

Because the next girl that you meet will slip into the same shoes that warmed my feet

 

And with the same energy

 

She will whisper

 

“Baby I don’t compete”

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